While, it has been a long time since I last post anything. Currently still in school but I will be graduating sometime next year and will be entering the dreadful working world.
Honestly, I have all these dreams but yesterday I felt this sense of  helplessness. What if I won't be able to achieve or do the things I want? What if no matter how hard I work I will never succeed? What if I was just meant to be another normal human being walking on the surface of this earth? I guess late nights always have this tendency to get you thinking too much....making one emo and such.

I have an essay due on Monday but considering the low word count of 1.5k needed I decided to go for a jog instead and I felt better during and after the run. There is something about exercising I guess it makes you feel better. I know it is scientifically proven and such but to really FEEL is something altogether.

Anyway, I don't know if this will be my last post on this blog or what. I mean wow I have had this blog for 6 years. Gosh that's long.

I guess when I want to rant away from public eyes I can always rant on this blog because I doubt anyone reads this blog anymore hahahaha

I have largely move to tumblr but it is not as personal as this one is. I mean I just reblog posts. Posts that I find interesting, inspiring or when I just want to fangirl over actors/shows and such. But if you are still curious here's the link - http://complextruth.tumblr.com/
(Feel free to follow me hahahaha I would probably follow you back ^.^)

Feels rather good to finally achieve what I have tried so hard to achieve. Especially considering the fact that I don't really bother working hard for anything....too much half hearted effort.
To put in the effort and see it bear fruits...well it really is a nice feeling =)

in life...

If you really want it and really fight for it, you may get it. However, even then you may not get exactly everything and sometimes in life you just have to settle for at least half of what you fought for.