friends

Today, I learnt yet again the meaning of friendship. I am never the kind who express my gratitude openly. Deep in my heart I really appreciate them and meeting them week after week always make me happy and I always look forward to their company. I truly appreciate the fact that they are willing to sit and listen to my worries and concerns that are lame. I appreciate the fact that they msg, that they show that they appreciate my company, that they remember that I exist. I appreciate the fact that they were willing to chat with me online till 6am, to reassure me especially because I am really a noob when it comes to certain things. I appreciate the fact that they are able to make me laugh real hard. It is because of them that my jc and uni life is one in which I really enjoy! And because it hard for me to express this openly, I shall express it in this blog post of mine.

p.s looking forward to this Saturday & sentosa. Even if sentosa don't happen we can always hang out elsewhere =)

change of blogskin

I like this new blogskin. Somehow it gives off a bright and happy feeling. The previous blogskin felt a little cramp.

Will be going for TKD training tomorrow. Went out with the uni gals on Tuesday and bought 3 books...I can't seem to not buy books..they just attract me. I swear I buy books faster than I can read them. So far I have only read finish two of the books I bought.
Went out wit gil and sarah yesterday. Drank koi and I am happy to say I am satisfied with it.
I wish school is in progress so I don't need to think so much. I guess deep in my heart I know that I am afraid. I am afraid that if I choose to wait, I might end up waiting all my life. Is it really better to wait for something or someone that will perhaps never come.

Come to think of it....it is not really the heart, the heart is just an organ that keeps you alive the one that you really consult with is your brain.....but to mention the brain instead of the heart somehow feels very anti-climatic

Quite a depressing picture but I love her dress.

this is the last time

I suddenly have this urge to change blog....but this blog has been following me for years. Sighs..I don't know...should I or should I not change blog? Or perhaps I can just have a change of blog skin. Hmmm

Will be meeting uni peeps later. Feels good to wake up early in the morning. I like the feeling. My favourite time of the day is between 12am to 12pm. Very late or very early. The peacefulness of the morning helps me think. Even though more often than not I get nowhere with all this thinking.

I really wish that Singapore have 4 seasons.....

RUN

Went running today with gil and sis. Met Michelle at serangoon stadium...... was super shock to see her there. It was so cute how she and her family were there together at the stadium for an exercise. Ran 2.4km and walk the other two rounds. Meeting the jc peeps tomorrow at Orchard...I am getting bored of town but town is the nearest so oh well...

Will be walking down memory lane next week with some good old friends...can't wait!!

Results are out and mine was really shitty...at least I can move on to next year. Life continues.

Yes...this is a cake!! freaking amazing!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!

let's see

Went out today. It was fun. Don't feel like typing more but if you are close enough to me I will probably talk to you about it or actually sometimes I just don't really like talking to people about this kind of things. Smiling is my motto. Lolsss sounds like I am depress or sad or something haha I am not. It is just that...I don't know.... I like my current life now and I am not in a hurry to change it, to experience emotions that will just make me confuse because I am the kind of girl who likes her mind to be in control.

Damn it i really wish to get this holiday over and done with so that I can go back to school!!! I like studying...i just really hate exams.

cakes!

The cake is freaking amazing and so so very pretty!!! Looking at this cake seriously makes me wanna bake!! Maybe I should try cooking too since all I ever cook before is fried egg and maybe maggie mee. LOLSSS I doubt I will ever get around cooking though...if I ever do I shall post picture of my 'masterpiece' hahahahaha

btw, this picture does not belong to me. I don't know who baked this but it is so beautiful!!!!



The flowers are like made of sugars... the details...simply amazing!!

sgh

Went to SGH today to visit mummy. It was suppose to be a day surgery but the doctor say it will be better to check her in for one night. I am just glad that the surgery went smoothly. I don't really like going to the hospital and I know that the health care industry is something that I will definitely not join. Somehow is just does not appeal to me probably because of its association with illness. Luckily my mum was in the maternity ward. I think is about the only place in the hospital I don't mind. Saw a few new born babies and despite their irritating cries it still brighten up my day. I mean it looked so tiny!! It is so very rare that I actually see new born baby!! So tiny so frail so weak...ah new life. The nurses were very friendly too. I have a good impression of this NYP trainee nurse. While the health care industry does not appeal to me I do respect people who are in it, be it nurses or doctors etc.. it is indeed a very honourable job and not everyone can do it. Health is after all more important than money.